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I had emailed the president of an archery club in town and I was told Saturday mornings were open lessons, basically. So I went!

Except they don’t start til next Saturday! Wish he had mentioned that part, but apparently a lot of people thought it was today. A member said I could shoot in the range today, you know, being nice and not making my trip a waste. Except a douche was all “only members can shoot on the range for free” even though they had nothing going on, he was being rude and undermining her authority when she was trying to create a relationship and bring me back. I said it was ok and I would be back next week. But seriously, what an ass.

Somebody’s surgery went well yesterday.

Saw two houses today. We liked both but thought if we made an offer on either, we would be settling. We don’t want to settle.

Going to get nice sneakers soon, for standing, walking, maybe some biking!

Think James still wants a recurve too. He really wants to look at compounds but…RECURVE!

Can’t wait for next Saturday!

Oh! Also enjoyed free comic book day today, on may the fourth!

Don’t worry, I’m still writing and have many goals in place. Oh shit, I just remembered I have an interview at a hospital Thursday. I’m going to forget.

I ate too much food for dinner!

And I hit my elbow HARD today with my bow. First time with new bow, I think I was distracted thinking about that Someone (more problems today), and not focusing. Omg the pain, it’s going to be bad for a while!

Dinner was sure good though.

That Someone who was having issues. Those issues aren’t going away. I hate how I can’t do ANYTHING. I am just sitting here and they are miserable all day every day. They keep having problems and having to go urgently to the doctor and sometimes ER. 

Part of the solution happens Friday  but then they’ll have 2 weeks of more of this, then in six months another part of the solution. Six months. Oh why can’t I take it all away for them? Why am I so helpless?

Sorry about this post, I just needed to get it out of me so I don’t cry.

Someone was in the hospital for three days last week. It was rough and horrible to see them there but things were going ok and it wasn’t the worst reason to be in a hospital (the big C for example), but it sucked nonetheless. Anyway, Someone got to come home on Friday and things were going well!

Consultation and figuring out the next step procedure wise to fix the problem was going to happen today. But then Someone had a lot of pain and problems last night and they’re back in ER and surgery is going to have to happen ASAP or risk other bad things happening (damage to other organs etc).

I hate it. I can’t do anything. I’m HERE while they’re THERE because being there could cause more stress especially while they don’t know what’s next and even though they say they’re happy to be there to fix the problem I know they’re scared. Emergency surgery? Ugh.

I need to be able to do something or risk crying and falling apart.

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James and I recently decided to delay our Japan trip to next year. To allow us more time to save up and plan for it. We would like to go during Sakura season (when all the cherry blossom trees are in bloom) which is usually at the end of March. Hopefully 2013 we can go!

Instead, we’ll probably be going to NYC during his birthday! He’s never been and I haven’t gone since 2005, it’ll be great! Exploring an amazing city like that, together.

I’m excited. I’m going to start planning things now! Looking up flights and hotel.

Well, you all know how time and money goes. No Japan again this year, didn’t do NYC last year.

But, this year we are going to the Smoky Mountains! And, his family is coming over for two weeks in June! After that I hope to do one more small trip. It’s hard because we don’t have a ton of money and James can only take off so much time from work (he’s already getting the two weeks for his parents in one block of time and that’s all but two of his vacation days).

But, saved money is for special fun and emergencies, right?!

The very important package of pages and pages that took me a month to get together, with a hefty check, is MIA.

USPS is doing an investigation to find out where it is. Oh god. Please don’t lose it.

I’m going to a Christmas sale open house at one of my fav places tomorrow. It was great last year! Afterwards, after I buy and finish decorating, I’ll take pictures!

Burned my finger on the iron and my arm on the hair straightener. Don’t ask me, how… I leaned on it. Ha!

Taking medication due to anxiety which has fixated itself onto my mouth, FUN. I’m finding I have more OCD tendencies =. But, who doesn’t?!

Just thought I would keep you updated on my life. I wrote for NaNo on the first day but haven’t done anything after that…

I hope this new birth control with less estrogen stops this madness.

I don’t care if this is too much information! I get 3 day headaches and it hurts so you can read about it for 2 seconds.

I’m not cranky…