The love of my life left today, taking my heart and soul with him. I can’t live like this, my heart is breaking over and over again. For hours I was fine and then I came home and sat on my bed, where we slept, and started balling my eyes out. I am not myself when he is not here. Half of my being has been ripped away from me and now I feel I do not know how to live.
I must try to live. I will go to school and distract myself. Try to get used to the absence of his presence. Soon enough he will be back, or at least we hope he will be.
I love you James.