House of Ash(eroo)

By Ziggy Marley, I need to look up that song, I think I really like it.

It is rather nice to walk around in the empty night. I can still smell summer in the night air, for summer is struggling to stay. I just walked around the circle of apartment buildings a few times before lying on a bench singing along to Philip Glass, quietly so no one could hear.

There was something very nostalgic to it. I miss a certain part of my life, or a certain part of myself that has slowly diminished since college. It’s something I wish to set back into, bring out, click in. For I believe it is something in me that truly made me that happy person that I can’t help but feel I’m losing.

I need to remember that even though my life is changing, drastically, and fast, that I am still me. Sometimes ‘me’ is easy to lose. So much of myself is changing and growing that sometimes I feel I can’t keep up. I don’t want to lose sense of myself, the parts that are so significant it will always be a part of who I am. I don’t ever want to forget those aspects of life. I want to always feel the way certain things make me feel.

I don’t know if anyone can really understand this but me. That’s ok.

I just want to enjoy life and be happy.

I really quite enjoy going to get McDonalds after class with Danielle. It is a fun tasty treat later at night after a three hour class that makes me nervous.

mmm..

Sometimes, life really is good.

I just woke up and have the tv turned on before I start doing some schoolwork and a mini trailer for the new terminator movie came on. The only words spoken were “you are the resistance”, and I started wondering… muse?

Please tell me that their album title came from thought and planned preperation and goes in line with their actual music on the new album! I know it’s just two easy words to hear together and I’m looking into things. But this is MUSE, nothign is overlooked.

It’s about 11.30 pm, I could go to bed and fall asleep quite easily I think, but for some reason I’m just not quite ready to go to bed. The problem is I have nothing to do! Well, nothing I want to do. I have to clean my room (it’s in dire need), and I have a lot of schoolwork that needs to get done. I also have loads of novels I want to read and artsy or crafty things I would like to create.

Night time seems like a peacefull perfect time for all of those things, but I just… Feel too lazy to do any of them! So now I’m stuck in this “not-wanting-to-go-to-bed-but-too-lazy-to-do-anything-else” thing!

I don’t want to watching anything, I did plenty of that throughout the day. I spent hours on schoolwork earlier, and I don’t know where to start on my room. I don’t really think I have the ability for creative/crafty/artsy things, and I don’t have that many materials.

I can’t call anyone to just talk, everyone I know is probably in bed, and for some reason I have become one of those people who doesn’t talk to others on the phone. Not intentionally, I have nothing against it, I quite like it really…

And so here I am, telling everyone about my minute issue about nothing.

It really is peaceful at night, especially in this springy summer season.

With muffins!

They’re tatsty.

I was just browsing around on tumblr and the interweb and came across eyebrow threading. At first I had no idea what it was about so I looked into. I think I would like to try it, my eyebrows so easily get out of control and I think it would be nice to try something new.

I know this isn’t the most exciting post but it’s what I was thinking about.

From a giant bowl of popcorn, hand popped by yours truly (ok technically Danielle, but she’s yours truly as well).

Why is my mouth burning?

Popped in hotsauce oil.