March 2009
It's Strange
I don’t know why I don’t blog much anymore. When I first got my tumblr I blogged every day, and now I just don’t know what I could possibly say that would interest anyone.
Things are both going well and not so well.
Going well:
James got a job, I’m very happy for him. I hope he does well and enjoys being in the games industry
James and I re-booked his flights for...
Horrible Things Happen
And sometimes those things happen to us, to people we know, or they just happen around us. No matter which of these, it always feels like we were a part of it. People receive bad news every day, and it’s hard to accept that one day I will be receiving news that will make me cry, my stomach fall and my heart break. I tend to think that I am not built to deal with those kinds of things, but no...
Wedding Dress
I will start from be the beginning before I get into it and start back tracking (don’t worry it doesn’t go back that far).
A few days ago (Saturday) my grandma came over for the day to visit. I haven’t seen her in a while and I my grandpa just died so it was really nice to see her and I’m glad she is getting out and about. She isn’t afraid to drive hours on end by...
Pride & Excitement
A few short mostly happy updates.
1. My fiance got a job at a games company! I’m so excited and happy for him. Even though this now means hehas to move his flights and I will not get to see him in May. Of course this is a tad saddening but in the grand scheme of things it is great news! He is going to get his foot in the door and have experience at a games company. He’ll even gain...
Been Some Time
I haven’t blogged in a while. I feel lost in all creative respects, including this one. Maybe thats not complete truth. I so badly want to feel creative but have a hard time seeing it in me, but I tend to be quite negative and cruel toward myself.
I haven’t been surrounding myself with creative aspects and outlets in a while and haven’t been discovering new things. I want to!...
“We are meant to lose the people we love. How else would we know how important...”
– Benjamin Button (via lalanii) (via quote-book)
the tea was delicious, and I’m keeping it in an awesome tin.
Knowledge, Skills, and Ideas
I don’t feel like I am who I’m supposed to be or that I can do what I’m supposed be able to do. I am here at MSU all day everyday studying for hours in classes trying to learn. I like to think I am taking things in but sometimes I just come to the realization that I don’t really know anything. I would like to feel like I am learning, that I do know things. I want to believe...
Things I Love:
erinisbetterthanyou:
Getting bagels with some of my faves :)
Me too, I would like us to do more things like that.
